I get found guilty and sentenced for 8yrs n a day later your gone from us...i cried so much and think of you almost everyday still..2020 now and I'm home and you're not here with me.. but i know ur in your mansion in heaven.. and I'll pay a visit one day...i love you so much... you were one of not one of the 3 people who had an impact no other could know on me.. the world wasn't ready for you.. you were too good for it... but had so much to offer it.. I'm sorry for anything stupid and childish i have done but i know you know that already...i love your mom and brother and i know sylvia is hurting like no other..i only pay for her peace comfort and salvation..i love u sylvia if you see this... goodbye beautiful boy rudy... your middle name Def fits you now..😇😪